Do you think she’d love us? Look up to us? Does she know we’ve been in love? Is she upset I haven’t searched for it since?I know she’d be gagged about our tattoos and authenticity-

but would she mind that I still allow fear to drive our car? That I still hide when it’s all too much… Am I doing enough? Laughing enough? Dancing enough? Would she even hang up a photo of me?

Apparently she lives inside me somewhere deep. I’ve been calling for her… do you think she hears me?